Hello, Hey hi! I'm alive,

I've stopped writing for away, for a yera or more I believe.
But I just wanted to say that I'm back! Not on blogger of course but on LiveJournal :)
So you can become my friend/ read my story/leave comments on my story @
http://dumperlings.livejournal.com

{Mills, Jasmine}

Just Let Me Not Exist In Your World,

I want to go back to my old ways,
where I spent time writing about fictional characters
having problems and issues.
funny thing is, in reality, i'm going through some
problems and issues they're going through.
maybe it'll seem more realistic,
when I start writing.
it's not bad as there, it won't seem like nothing to you
if you actually get a feel in my shoes,

but it does feel like something to me.

I let everything slipped out of my grasp.
Like everything right underneath my feet
would break into a million pieces,
and I'll just fall endlessly to a dark pool.
Don't you just hate it when they say the can relate,
when really they haven't ever felt the same pain or anger as you?
I much rather not exist in your world at all,
and all the memories will be erased in your mind.

Because the memories that we
shared will not exist any longer.
It's like I've been cut deep,
and forever you'll leave a mark there,
but surprisingly enough my heart has still manged
to pump life into me,

I wish you knew, how I felt. I really do.
As the world pushed against me,
suffocating me to near death, you watch me,
just standing there with no emotion in your eyes.
Where were you when everything fall apart?